March 7, 2007

  • Topic: I miss an audience

    I feel more confident in myself right now than perhaps at anytime in my life.  Not that I say that without caution, but it’s the truth.  I’ve been living in a great apartment in Brooklyn for almost a year now, been thrown into the gauntlet of being a New York City school teacher for a group of 5 mildly unruly 10-yr. olds, and am living a rather busy life that leaves me little time for feel concerned about the future.  Of course, my job provides a lifetimes worth of dread and anxiety every morning, and until 3:10, but even that I’m somehow growing used to.

    I want to start writing more for you guys.  Not that I have all the time in the world, but I am ready to begin a new phase with Xanga.  When I first began, I was 22 and straight out of college.  It’s been 3 1/2 years now, and this post-college experience has been more exciting than I could imagine.  I’ve moved out of depression, and my idealist lone-ranger save the world head, and am now developing as a professional educator.  It’s a bit interesting to see a part of my life played out in these words. 

    And now there’s a girl, and she’s amazing, and I guess I want to kind of shout it out to the world, sort of thing.  But, this is a teacher blog, so I hesitate a bit, but the thing is, she’s a teacher too!  And a wonderful one.  And I can’t begin to tell you how wonderful that makes things, to have someone who understands what it feels like to have a girl refuse to spit out her gum, and then to engage in a game of “hide the gum under the tounge,” and to actually have students complain, “you’re too nice, you don’t yell!”  Of course, when I then yell, they yell back, and when I say, “you proved my point about why I don’t yell,” they look at me like I’m an alien. 

    OK…will stop hear and listen to your thoughts.

February 27, 2007

  • Topic: Daily teaching reflection

    Reflection continues to be important to me, as each day
    brings new knowledge about my students, my subjects, and my profession.  D….. proved to be my most challenging
    student today.  She made me frustrated
    when she got up at the start of our literacy lesson, and despite her small
    figure and quiet voice, she fired off cannons, “I don’t care, this is
    stupid.”  She walks away with a shrug,
    completely defiant.  Psychologically,
    she appears as though she expects me to scream at her.  After making comments, she will look my
    way.  She has even criticized me openly
    for being, “too nice.”  But, this is a
    girl who won’t be controlled by me. 
    Still, this girl is a child, and she cried in class when I called home
    one time.  Her mom beats her when she
    misbehaves, and after sending home a note on Monday, she commented, “my mom
    didn’t hit me last night.” 

    A blog linked from EdWize spoke about the uncivility of
    working in schools.  My two female
    students define uncivility at times. 
    They walk out of the room when they want, they speak in a loud and
    threatening tone for the smallest of things, they create activities for
    themselves that are unrelated to what is being taught and are sometimes
    inappropriate.  They decide when they’re
    going to the library, when it’s time to paint, when it’s time to move books.

    I’m aware that part of the problem is these students have
    been in school for the last 5 years, and I’m back in it for the first time in a
    while.  I can’t meet all their needs,
    and expectations for how they’re used to their classroom. 

    What I think I realized today is that I need to become more
    in charge, while also balancing the fact that my students won’t always do as I
    say.  On the side of control, I need to
    set my expectations and reward students who go along with them.  Students who are on task, kind, focused, and
    making an effort will all be rewarded. 
    Students who are not, I am communicating that message to home, and at
    the end of the day reflecting on why the student is acting as they are.  What do they need to learn socially, and how
    can they best learn that? 

    Despite my idealism coming into teaching, the one thing I’ve
    learned is that like most things in life, experience matters.  I don’t yet have a bag of tricks for the
    different students in my classroom, and I’m trying to absorb all the ideas
    coming my way from other teachers.  My
    librarian suggested giving them choice, since pre-teens don’t like to always be
    told what to do.  So maybe letting them
    choose when to do literacy and when to do math.  Psychologically, this might help them participate rather than
    rebel.  I’ve begun starting the day with
    a game of hangman, and beginning the last hour of the day after lunch with a
    game of word bingo, to give the students the “fun,” that they and all people
    really crave.

    I’ve become so focused on getting through the literacy
    and math, that I’ve forgotten my true values of education.  I want my students to enjoy coming to
    school, and to teach things in fun and creative ways, while promoting positive
    social behaviors.  Now…on to the hard
    part of putting this into action.

February 13, 2007

  • Topic: Edwize.com

    Hey, I hope I have some new readers who saw my post over on edwize.com  Glad to have you!  I haven’t been blogging too consistantly, although I’ve been keeping a daily journal of my teaching experiences.  It’s late now, and my eyes are burning, but I want to make a quick post before going to bed.

    Yesterday, I wanted to quit.  My idealism was shattered, for a day at least.  My 5-students made me lose my cool, and since I’m not a yeller, it meant a lot of hopeless please for my students to stay in the room, stay in their seats, and keep their mouths closed.  I didn’t even want to wake up this morning, I was not prepared for another beating.  But, kids will be kids, and this morning started fresh, with bright, smiley, faces running to say good morning and give me a hug.

    Today went smoother, in part because I introduced a “student of the day” reward system as an external motivator for behavior and focus, but also because it was Tues, and perhaps my students were wild on Monday simply because it was Monday.  Also, throw in the fact that I’m starting a new class in February, and most classes spend almost 2 months just trying to get students to become familiar with the routines of the classroom.

    I fully appreciate the many challenges of this job, and how those challenges only distract from our students learning.  In a calm environment, children can thrive, but that’s not what I’m dealing with.  I have students who want to “duff” (punch) each other over a game of Connect 4, or simply brushing into someone by mistake.  It’s like a class of pit-bulls sometimes, and you can see the little ones trying to imitate the big dogs.  You could laugh at the randomness of these fights, except for the fact that my students can’t read even these words that I’m writing!

    But…tom is another day.  It can be easy or hard, but I will learn something and surely so will my kids.

February 5, 2007

  • If you build
    it…they will learn
     

    Educational change begins with
    teachers and curriculum.  Teachers can
    best inspire and manage their students through curriculum designed around real
    issues that affect our students.  Our
    philosophies and attitudes towards our profession and our students spell our
    success and failure.  This is what a
    movie like Freedom Writers is all about. 
    It’s not about a teacher losing her marriage and her life in order to
    help kids, nor is it meant to give a false sense of what a school really looks
    like.  It’s about a philosophy of
    education that says all students deserve to be treated with respect, and a
    curriculum that validates our students’ experiences, and challenges them to do
    something with them.

    Freedom Writers is based on a true
    story.  The main teacher, Erin Gruwell,
    discovers a racist note being passed around her classroom, and compares the
    event to Nazi propaganda.  When she
    discovers her students are ignorant of the Holocaust, she sees the need to make
    tolerance the focus of her curriculum. 
    Through literature such as The Diary of Anne Frank and Zlata’s Diary,
    combined with journaling, and discussion, Gruwell did something that wasn’t
    heroic.  She merely taught, and the
    content naturally inspired her students to change.  In my own school, the mere act of bringing in a copy of The
    Freedom Writer’s Diary transformed certain challenging and apathetic students
    into passionate readers. 

                Critics
    complain that such inspiring stories are not real, and cannot be
    replicated.  Nevermind the fact that
    they are based on true success stories, and how the book The Freedom Writers
    Diary makes wonderful classroom curriculum. 
    Tom Moore, in his Jan 19th NYT op-ed piece, focused his ire on
    the idea that the underlying cause of movie miracles comes from the personal
    sacrifice of a teacher.  He says these
    movies create unrealistic expectations on teachers, who cannot succeed without
    “better and safer workplaces.”  On February
    5, a teacher on the education blog EdWize, described the movie Freedom Writers
    as propaganda for its message that a maverick teacher could inspire her
    students.  “Starting out as a teacher, I
    was well aware of a system fraught with problems so deep that one person could
    not change it. I did not see myself as the person who comes into a classroom
    and stands and delivers.”  

    Although the hesitations of these
    critics are not unfounded, their skepticism is one of the main points this
    movie seeks to address.   Idealist
    teachers abound, and their success in transforming classrooms and helping their
    students comes not only in the face of everyday school challenges, but despite
    these critics reminding them who they are not supposed to be.   “You’re a first-time teacher, you can’t
    make someone want an education.”  This
    is the negative support Gruwell receives from her supervisors, and resembles
    the critics who saw Freedom Writers not as a model for what is possible, but as
    treatise on what cannot be.

    Our profession may be complex in
    many ways, but stories of classroom success reveal simple truths about
    teaching.  Films such as Freedom Writers
    allow us to reflect on our own craft, and to think how each one of us, despite
    the odds, can transform our classrooms into energetic learning communities.  While critics may see only propaganda, self-destruction,
    and fiction, the change agent sees the creativity and ideas that can
    potentially shift the classroom culture that is long overdue for change.

    …………..please share your comments.  Thank you!

     

     

     

February 1, 2007

  •  

    Helping Hands

                I’m not
    good at organizing.  My suitcase is
    still un-unpacked from a trip this summer, and I have papers and other
    belongings scattered around my bedroom. 
    My classroom doesn’t look much different.  Debbie, my 6th grade ELA compadre, helped me daily to
    organize my desk area.  She got me
    folders, cabinets, boxes, and an extra bookcase for my belongings.  Still, she sounded like my mother,
    threatening to throw things out by weeks end.

                My new
    classroom, room 209, is in a similar state of disaster.  There are three tables littered with books,
    the locker area is full of boxes, the shelves in front of the bulletin board
    covered in old reference material. 
    There’s enough books in the room to last a lifetime, but with no order
    to them, I really haven’t a clue where to begin.

                That’s
    where the trusty students come in. 
    Starting with two of my new students, Dominsha and Ryann, and moving
    onto my 6th grade allies, Kathy, Jalice, and Nancy, these ladies
    began boxing and moving, clearing things out so by days end the room has
    actually begun to resemble a classroom. 
    My 6th graders really made me feel special.  Kathy comes rolling out with, “Mr. L, we got
    you covered.  This place will look like
    a classroom by the time we’re done with it. 
    That’s a promise, and I don’t break promises.”  They set out baskets with labels for books, wrote out a welcome
    sign for the front door, and wrote out the headings for my “Wall of questions.” 

                The
    experience made me feel respected.  I’ve
    been in the weird position of being in complete charge of a space, and
    responsible for directing people to make it come alive.  I’ve mostly allowed others to take charge,
    standing back and struggling to find my own vision for the place, but
    interjecting when I see something I like. 

                It’s been a
    strange experience being separated from the 6th grade, but I feel
    like I’ve earned a new status.  One
    student pointed out, “Mr. L, you’re finally a teacher, like you always wanted
    to be.”  I never in my life have said to
    myself, “I want to be a teacher,” but I’m now starting to really embrace that
    identity.  As I walked by Earic, a touch
    of sadness came over me, and I challenged him to a quick game of chess.  Walking back into room 217, I felt at
    home.  While Debbie tried to settle the
    class down, I was simply enjoying the afternoon playing chess with one of my
    closest students.

                A lot of
    people have confidence in me, and are actually excited for me to have my own
    room.  My graduate professor last night
    emphasized the importance of relationships, and that’s something I have made
    central to being in my school.  I’m even
    trying to pop my head into the older classes, just to observe and to gain a
    feeling that I can lend a hand in some way to every child in the building.  All of this is making me feel like one day I
    may want to run my own school!

                And
    I’m learning so much personally.  I’ve
    just begun a book of Malcolm X by Walter Dean Myers, in an effort to celebrate
    Black History Month, and to educate myself about history and important figures
    in the civil rights struggle.  I’ve
    begun engaging people in interesting conversations about race and social
    class.  For example, I have only
    recently become exposed directly to the low-income welfare mentality, as
    exemplified by a student commenting, “I don’t need school, I’ll be getting my
    welfare check either way,” and another student who, back from suspension, is
    only staying in school till tax season so he can help his mom earn a tax
    credit.  Then there was the comment by
    Presidential candidate Joe Biden, commenting on black candidate Barak Obama as
    “the first mainstream African-American who is articulate and bright and clean
    and a nice-looking guy.”  I guess we all
    have our stereotypes…

January 30, 2007

  • Topic: Finally, my own classroom

    After 5 months in a support position at my school, I have just been handed my own classroom!  What happened is the school has a grades K-1 classroom that has kids that are ages 7 and 8 who need to be moved into a more appropriately aged classroom.  That classroom is currently ages 7 through 10 (grades 2, 3, and 4), and with the new students, the classroom will exceed the maximum for a special-ed class of 12, so my school is creating a new class for some of those students, and yours truly will be running the show.

    I will have 5 students, 10 year olds, who are already at least one-year behind grade level.  I have worked with four of these students already, and the fifth I met today and she was absolutely lovely (despite those warnings from many of her old teachers).  When I heard that I would be getting my own class, I was immediately excited.  I’ve been reflecting a lot on how I believe a classroom should feel, and now I will finally have my chance to put my ideas into practice.

    Of course, there is a world for me to learn.  I am still inexperienced at teaching reading and writing, and having sole responsibility for a classroom will bring challenges, and I do have a bit of anxiety about that.  But I believe my general structure and attitudes will make the transition an ok one.  Already this morning, the two girls in my classroom went to work in setting things up, since the room I am taking over is the old literacy room and there are boxes and papers scattered everywhere.  This was a great opportunity for me to work hand-in-hand with my students, and give them a chance to gain overship over their room.

    Other teachers in my school have been extremely supportive, which from conversations I’ve had with other teachers, is quite rare.  Little things like a class calender, number chart, material to design a word wall, and other materials I am now in the process of gathering.  It’s like many of my peers experienced in September, so I’m at both the advantage of having had time to learn my school, and the disadvantage of starting from the beginning.  Still, a challenge and learning experience certainly awaits.

January 28, 2007

  • Topic: A great Sat…working smarter, not harder

    What a great Sat. it has been.  Woke up early, around 8am, and felt compelled to read one of the many teacher books I have lying around my room.  I only got through a page before I sat down at my computer, and typed up an 8pg. essay on my philosophy of education and how to fix classrooms by working smarter, not harder.  Will go into that more later.

    After, I moved on to brunch at a friends apt., mamosas and banana/strawberry pancakes, followed by 2+ hours of bocci ball.  Through the good fortunes of a mutual friend, I’ve found myself in a network of friendly, fun, intelligent people, and spent a full 12hours with them.  From bocci to Thai, so a movie in Manhattan.  Couldn’t have asked for a better day, and tom. morning, an Arsenal match awaits!

    And…the best news of all, my own classroom awaits, a 6-person 4th and 5th grade self-contained (all special education students) classroom!  An opportunity for me to implement my philosohpy of education with a group of students who are all below grade level in reading and math, and who have demonstrated to me on many occassionals their inability to get along without fighting for long periods at a time.  But I think I have a system that can both produce a cohesive community, and develop these students as learners.  More to come…

    actually…for those interested, here are the 8pages I typed in about an hour, which may form the basis of the rest of my year and springboard me into some unknown land….have fun.

     

    HEY TEACHERS… WORK HARDER, NOT SMARTER

                This essay
    is a Saturday morning reflection on the state of
    education, my first year in the classroom, observations in my school,
    discussions with teachers and students, and a philosophy of how to make schools
    amazing places for teachers to work, and for students to learn.

                Schools as
    most of us know them, are adequate at best. 
    If we think of each school as its own company, and see administrators as
    managers, teachers as line-workers, and students as the products, we can view
    these organizations as mildly efficient. 
    A profit may be viewed as a student who thrives in school, a loss as a
    student who fails to learn and slides through the cracks of our schools.  Under the current business model, or the way
    our schools are managed and function, most schools run as many losses as they
    do profits.  The public, through the
    media and direct contact with students and those out of school, is well aware
    of the short-comings of our schools.

                The
    question this essay seeks to address, is why this is.  Why are our schools failing? 
    Why are we operating so often in the red, with kids dropping out of
    school in high numbers, or graduating from school at all levels unprepared for
    the working world?  Why is teaching viewed
    as such a difficult profession, where so many teachers leave within their first
    five years, and many first-year teachers revealing incredible amounts of
    frustration and feeling like they are running the biggest losses?

                The answer
    to these questions, I believe, lies in the philosophy people bring towards
    education, and the practice of education and schooling that comes out of that
    philosophy.  For example, I am a firm
    believer in a system of education that builds curriculum out of student
    questions.  For many teachers, this
    seems like common practice, known as creating a K, W, L chart.  For the beginning of any unit, teachers are
    taught to create charts asking students what they “know,” what they “want to
    know,” and at the end, what they’ve “learned.” 
    This model of learning is absolutely at the heart of what I believe
    education is all about.  The problem is,
    is that for most teachers, this is seen as one of many required acts of a
    teacher, just like taking attendance, giving homework, and telling students to
    raise their hands.  A K, W, L, chart,
    for most teachers, means taking out chart paper, and listing student questions,
    only to move on to the teacher’s prescribed curriculum. 

                For
    example, in my first school year, our students had a thematic unit of “water,”
    to be studied throughout the year.  The
    first day began with students listing their interests and questions about
    water, and the list was immense.  Topics
    ranged from the Katrina and tsunami natural disasters, to where we get our
    water, to why plants need water to live, to how toilets work and what happens
    when someone pees in the ocean or a pool. 
    From these questions, a world of curriculum could be developed, creating
    an engaged classroom and learners who would be continuously answering the “Learn”
    in the KWL charts, and moving on to more “Want to know.”  A continuous cycle of motivated student
    learning.  However, because of
    conflicting instructions from administrators, and shaky philosophies, the
    curriculum became a muddled mess focusing on a narrow range of information,
    isolated from the students’ questions and motivations.  Some may call this a teacher-centered
    classroom versus a student-centered classroom. 

                In the
    previous example, the blame lies in a confused system, rather than on any particular
    individual.  As stated earlier, the
    purpose of this essay is to explore this confused system, and to propose and
    illustrate a system that can best produce profits, students who love school,
    who love learning, and who produce substantial work that demonstrates their
    growth as both students and human beings.

                This model
    begins with the KWL idea that most teachers are well aware of, but makes it the
    entirety of the classroom.  What do our
    students know, and what do they want to know? 
    From their questions, we as teachers help our students find
    answers.  In this respect, we are
    teaching our students how to fish, as the old story goes, rather than
    constantly feeding them fish.  We are
    teaching our students the most valuable skill of all, how to ask and answer
    questions. 

                For those
    already a bit lost, or hesitant about what I’ve written, let me offer this
    analogy.  Our job as teachers is not
    simply creating lesson plans and bringing material into the classroom, but also
    to collect material that relates to our students’ questions, and deliver it to
    our students.  During a lesson on
    ancient Egypt, a 10-year old student asks, “What was the ice age?”  During a lesson on fractions a student asks,
    “How does the stock market help you make money?”  During an English lesson on poetry, a student asks, “Can we make
    up our own mystery book?”  These and
    other question inevitably pop up in a classroom, and are an indicator of the
    need to bring in material that can help our students answer these questions.

                We, as teachers,
    need not know all the answers to our students’ questions, an important lesson
    for our students to view us as learners as well, and collectors of
    knowledge.  Our job is to facilitate our
    students’ curiosities.  When we do this
    for all our students, we may find that we cannot have a standard
    curriculum.  We cannot have our year’s
    curriculum planned out beforehand, nor can we expect to continue with our
    standard units, because our students questions are beginning to drive our
    lessons in a whole range of directions. 
    We might still teach and discuss Egypt, fractions, and poetry, but with
    equal attention to our students interests.

                This idea
    should come as a shock to many teachers. 
    So I should pause here for a moment to discuss why this should actually
    be viewed as a welcome system, versus another effort to make teachers work
    harder.  The first reason I believe this
    system of building curriculum off of students’ interests should be used, is
    that it is more likely to increase student motivation.  If ultimately as teachers we are concerned
    with educating our students, and the current system is clearly struggling and
    allowing so many to slip through, than perhaps this model will change
    that.  A classroom where each student is
    driving their own learning with teacher support to answer their questions, is a
    classroom where no student needs to feel frustrated that they cannot succeed,
    or feel bored. 

                Second,
    this type of classroom can change your experience as a teacher greatly.  Besides having a classroom with more
    motivated and engaged students, you can expect yourself to feel alive as a
    learner as well, something most teachers don’t experience.  Caught up in delivering the same lessons
    year-after-year, it’s easy to begin to view teaching as just a job, as routine.  However, in this new system, teachers can
    begin to merge their personal real life interests, with their classroom.  By modeling KWL, or put another way, by
    showing students that they too have questions and things they want to learn,
    and then by spending the school year pursuing their own interests, teachers are
    not only able to help students thrive in the classroom, but teachers are able
    to use their career, their 9-5, as an opportunity to learn something they love.

                In this
    system, teachers don’t work harder. 
    They work smarter.

                This system
    is both experience and research based. 
    It addresses principals of learning, student motivation and development,
    and classroom management theories.  In
    creating an engaging classroom, behavior problems are likely to dip, as most
    problems are a result of what some would label “poor instruction,” but I would
    characterize as the traditional teacher-centered approach.  Beyond having a well-managed classroom, this
    system, by addressing individual student interests, is highly differentiated,
    which is taught in 99% of teacher training courses as a one-size-fits all
    solution to classroom instruction.  For
    example, a teaching course in behavior management might address a student throwing
    up in the classroom by saying, “you just need to differentiate your
    instruction.”  So, for all those in
    teacher-training land, and those of us going through our first years, this
    model checks off that catch-all solution. 

                Most
    importantly, however, is that this model addresses studies on student learning
    and motivation.  Students learn best and
    remember what they’ve learned when they are able to make connections.  That’s the reason we are taught to use KWL
    charts, to access our students prior knowledge, and connect new knowledge to
    what they know already.  We can’t teach
    chemistry to a student who knows nothing about atoms.  So we begin with what our students know, and we help students see
    the connections between new and old information.  In a classroom of 20+ students, a teacher-driven lesson can
    easily fly over the heads of most students.

                So, what
    exactly does my classroom look like? 
    How can I teach 20+ different students in 20+ different ways?  That answer is coming in part 2.

                I’ve
    discussed my general philosophy, and will now begin to address the classroom
    environment.  The classroom
    community.  Most students enter school
    and quickly learn to feel hostile towards the environment, because the
    environment is hostile towards them. 
    Students feel controlled by teachers, who feel control is necessary to
    both manage their classrooms, and to teach their students appropriate social
    skills.  As I wrote earlier, the current
    system results in too much loss for this to be viewed as the best system we can
    have. 

                Instead, we
    need to first address our students’ hostility towards school, and get them
    thinking about what they think about school and learning.  We want students to become passionate and
    take ownership over their learning, and to view school as a place where
    students and teachers are working together to develop each other as learners
    and human beings.  In this system, the
    company or school becomes a team with a common goal, and the output is
    profit!  Students teaching one another
    how to read, and supporting one another in their research.  Teachers cooperating to gather materials,
    and sharing ideas for projects. 

                As for
    state-mandated curriculum and basic skills, this should and can more easily be
    woven into this student-centered, inquiry-based curriculum.  Students must all learn how to read
    accurately and fluently, so they may begin to read for knowledge, and perform
    many necessary life tasks (reading directions, filling out paperwork).  Students must learn basic arithmetic so they
    have the skills to perform basic but necessary life tasks (money,
    budgeting).  And students must learn the
    history of our country and the world, so that they may analyze and address the
    major social issues of our time (community issues, global poverty)

                In this
    community, the teacher can feel released of the stress and anxiety normally
    associated with teaching.  They can feel
    free to be creative, to learn themselves, and to work with, not against, their
    kids. 

                Critics are
    likely to be those who are uncomfortable with change and straying from the
    traditions.  But all of this can happen
    within the traditional classroom.  A
    teacher must only ask themselves, am I satisfied with my classroom as it
    currently stands?  Do I wish there was
    another way where I could teach in an environment free of behavior issues? (and
    yes, even your most troubling students will have a reason to behave in this
    system).  Do I wonder whether or not it
    is possible for all of my students to learn? (yes…even your slowest student has
    questions they can begin to answer, and learn deeply about.  You’d be surprised).  

                But most
    importantly for teachers, the question is, can this system really change me and
    my job?  Will I truly feel happier, more
    relaxed?  The answer is yes.  There’s a reason I’ve titled this, “work
    smarter, not harder.”  You’re actually
    being more efficient, not just “working less,” and your profits will skyrocket.

                This is the
    system advocated by many educational experts, from Alfie Kohn, to John Taylor
    Gatto, to Bill Gates.  It doesn’t
    require additional funds or too much training. 

               

January 7, 2007

  • http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N41Hx837IoA

    Come on Arsenal
    Highlights from our 3-1 FA Cup win over Liverpool
    Rosicky w/ the first on a ridiculous give-and-go
    Thierry Henry with the impossible 3rd goal, runs the field on his own

January 5, 2007

  •            The Day All The Teachers Were Sick

     

           Once upon a time, there was a class of students.  some of the students were good at reading and writing, some were good at drawing, some were good at math, and some were good at singing.  One day, their teacher was out sick.  Then they saw all the teachers were out sick!  At first, it was quiet.  “What will we do?” one student asked.  Then, the students heard a roar like a lion.  It was the oldest students running wild.  Then, the students heard a crash like a house fell down.  It was the youngest students throwing books and crayons.  The kids had taken over the school!

     

                The class of students looked at each other. They knew they weren’t supposed to run and scream in the hallways, and they knew they weren’t supposed to throw things in the classroom.  But what was to stop them with no teachers?”  They thought of all the things they cold do.  Start fights.  Write on the walls.  Jump on the desks.  Break things.

     

                They decided to have morning meeting, like the always do.  “We need a plan,” one student said.  “Yeah, let’s do something together,” said another.  “But what should we do.  It would be fun to run wild like the others, but you know we’re going to get blamed for all the trouble in the school.  The teachers always blame everything on our class.  We need to think of a way to prove it wasn’t us who destroyed the school, but the others.”

     

                They all sat in silence, not sure what to do.  “I got it!” shouted one of the students.  Since we’re all good at different things, we can work together to create something for our classroom.  We can make art, write some books, and learn new stories for when our teachers come back.  That way, our classroom will look even better, while the other classrooms will l look like a tornado hit them. 

     

                The day went on and the class worked hard.  It was the first day nobody fought.  If they didn’t help each other to do things, they would get blamed for everything that happened in the school.  They didn’t want to have to stay after and clean up everybody else’s mess.  The broken toilets, spilled garbage, and papers everywhere.

     

                At 3:00, the teachers suddenly returned.  Al the students ran back to their rooms, and quickly tried to clean-up and so some work.  All was quiet, when suddenly a loud clapping could be heard.  When the teacher returned to this one class that had been working so hard, she just stopped, and started clapping.  In the room was a model of the school made out of blocks, 4 published books were taped to the wall, and the students were in a circle re-telling some of the stories they had read.  At 3:10, the bell rang.  The students were sent home.  As they left, they smiled as they walked by the rest of the school, and the students who would have to stay all night to fix what they had done.

     

    A story for elementary school students…

     

December 29, 2006

  • Topic: Fuck the clutter

    Cluttered room = Cluttered mind

    I hereby resolve, that from this day forward, I will not live with a cluttered room.  Sure, I may have just dumped all those loose papers and trinkets in drawers and closets, but at least my room has the appearance of being clutter free.  For the first time since I moved into my cozy Park Slope apartment, I can walk 5 uninterrupted paces.  I can now sprawl out and do push-ups and sit-ups to start my day. 

    And I can breathe.  This room has been hanging over me like those spaghetti things that run over your car in a drive through.  Now, there’s some semblance of order in this room, and with that some feeling of clarity in my mind.

    This was one of my big goals for the day.  I read a short “how to improve your memory book,” and having an organized personal space was part of that recipe.  It’s unfathomable the amount of time I’ve wasted in my life looking for things, and this I don’t expect to go away overnight.  But it makes it that much easier to see tomorrow, when I don’t have to see a week’s worth of clothing lying on every piece of furniture.

    My vacation is winding down, and it has been uneventful but interesting.  The room cleaning was most important, but there were other highlights.  I’m becoming a CNN Int’l junkie, especially enjoying watching int’l weather reports of Africa.  “It’s going to be another bright and sunny day in Ethiopia and Somalia,” amidst the backdrop of violence there.  There was also this great clip about a S. African surfer, Gary Kleynhans, who has developed a school for underprivilaged kids, that has produced some of the first black surf champoins.  In my last post, I may have come off as not appreciating what I have here in Brooklyn. I certainly do love it here, and appreciate the opportunities I have, but I think what I miss most about S. Africa is it’s similarity to our west coast.  Warm weather, relaxed people, and minutes from nature.  That, most of all, is what I miss.

    And saw the new Rocky movie, oh baby!  Talk about inspiring.