June 12, 2005
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Topic: unhealthy habits
So…I have this really unhealthy habit. It involves blogging. It involves coming off as normal or healthy, when right now, I feel anything but those things. I guess people will blog about being depressed or various other things, and so I know i’m not the only one going through a bad phase. Part of me worries this is more than just a funk, that it has more to do w/ my personality than w/ my external environment. Some people may be able to relate to that.
That blind camp just got in touch w/ me, I thought I might be working there as a supervisor w/ the potential to be an asst. director during the year. The last supervisor job has been filled, so i’m left w/ being a counselor, and somehow I doubt it will now lead to a year-round job.
I’m back to square one…and i haven’t really been much of a job hunter. I don’t want to be around people, and I don’t want to be alone usually.
There’s something really obvious that I need to be accepting about myelf. I don’t know exactly what it is. It’s probably that I need to start being much more constructive rather than destructive about my life.
What do I want?
Why do I want it?
How am I going to get it?
Is it realistic?
We’re really getting back to basics here…
Comments (5)
if u dont know what it is, it cant be that obvious
dan – i’m going through the same thing!
I feel you…
Wow, just checking out your site and you seem to be struggling with the same things I am . . . and probably most of us are. Wish I knew the answers, or even how to go about finding answers. Lots of deep thought, I guess, which is giving me a headache! Cool sculpture pics below!
Check out a book called The Introvert Advantage–it might give you some insights. And I understand about job hunting–as I am doing the same right now….